Tag: St Alphonsus

• Meditating on Death to Produce Fruit Pleasing to God

  From St. Alphonsus’ Preparation for Death, available on Saints’ Books

  Consideration 1, Third Point: Description of one who has Departed this Life

  “My brother, in this description of death, thou seest thyself, and that, which one day thou wilt be, ” Dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return.” Reflect, for in a few years, nay, perhaps in a few months, and even days, thou wilt become a mass of corruption and worms.”

  The certainty of death doesn’t seem so threatening initially, especially because I am still so young. Death feels far away and seems it will happen in my old age, when my hair is white, my skin wrinkly, and my body bent over. I picture myself resting on a bed, surrounded by family and a priest, ready to offer me my last sacraments.

  But I have absolutely no guarantee of this ideal scenario. I know that family, friends, and acquaintances have died suddenly and unexpectedly. One day, they were healthy and with the expectation of living for decades more, and the next they were in the hospital from a sudden attack of a hidden infirmity that took their life in a matter of hours. I see it on the news all the time as well. I hear of people caught in the middle of a shooting or a crash on the freeway or an accident at work–people who are often just as young as I am.

  Knowing this uncertainty, I should be careful not to wave off my approaching death and assume I will have time to make amends with God. I should treat each day as if it will be the last chance I have to show my repentance to God and use each moment to turn my desires back to Him, making sure my every intention is to obey and abandon my plans to His will.

  St. Alphonsus continues:

  “But perhaps, my brother, thou mightst with reason fear, lest thou shouldst be like that barren fig-tree, concerning which our blessed Lord said, ” Behold these three years I come seeking fruit on this fig-tree, and find none.” (S. Luke xiii.- 7.) Take care, remarks S. Bernard, for the Lord does not require flowers only, but seeks for fruit also ; that is to say, not only good desires and resolutions, but also good works. Therefore, take care to make good use of the time which God in His mercy grants to you ; do not wait until ” time shall be no longer” to desire to do good when it shall be said unto you : ” Time shall be no longer, depart.”

  Indeed, I should take care and aim for real results in my work because God doesn’t just look for good feelings and sentiments. He looks for actual change in my behavior, thoughts, and decisions. He looks for real results and perseverance in my resolutions, not just good wishes and imaginations. It is scary to think that I could go my whole life imagining that I am saved when all I have had are some pleasant emotions and motivation but none of the effects of those graces. How terrifying to be told “depart” by the God whom I thought I was serving this whole time.

  Oh my Lord, do not let me fall into this illusion. Do not let me become self-satisfied and complacent in my spiritual growth. Continue to reveal my weaknesses to me. Show me where I am still not producing fruits or where I am producing the bad fruits that you despise. I desire for You to take pleasure in the fruits I do produce, but I cannot do this of my own accord. I am too ignorant to know what I ought to do and even if I do know, I am often too weak to act as I ought.

  I ask that You help me this day to see your commands in all I do and to see my vocation as a wife, as a mother to young children, and as a homemaker as the means by which I fulfill those commands. Even as I tend to basic tasks–washing dishes, answering emails, and so on–or interact with others in my day–on my drives, my appointments, and so on–I wish to use these opportunities as ways to be pleasant and calm, never anxious about how things are to turn out or how they may go wrong. Help me reject all thoughts of bitterness, anger, frustration, distraction, and anything else that might displease You in the slightest. Help me embrace all the sufferings You send my way today and treat every second as if it might be my last, so when it is finally time, I may be prepared to face You.

  St. Dominic, pray for me. Blessed Mother Mary, pray for me. Amen.

  2026.04.02

• Meditating on Death to Avoid Temptation and Vain Thoughts

  From St. Alphonsus’ Preparation for Death, available on Saints’ Books

  Consideration 1, Second Point: Further descriptions of one who has departed this life

  “In that corruption many worms are generated, which feed upon the flesh. The rats come to feast upon the body, some on the outside, others entering into the mouth and bowels. The cheeks, the lips, and the hair fall in pieces ; the ribs are the first to become bare of flesh, then the arms and the legs…

  …in the end, nothing remains of that body but a fetid skeleton, which, in course of time, is divided, the bones being separated,
  and the head falling from the body…

  …Behold, then, what man is a little dust upon a threshing-floor, which is carried away by the wind.”

  Do I really want to spend 10 minutes examining my face for imperfections like scars, pimples, and unwanted facial hair when that same skin will rot away? Do I really want to eat impulsively and commit sins of gluttony and intemperance when that very mouth and throat will be eaten away itself? Do I want to compare my body to others, judging and scorning others or submitting to envy at the beauty of others when we will all be the same in the end–dry bones and eventually dust? Do I want to offend my God in all these ways and more because of passions of the flesh–because I believe fulfilling these impulsive desires will bring some sort of satisfaction to me when in reality, they can become the cause of my damnation?

  How many times do these thoughts distract me from my real duties? How many times am I distracted from prayer then become discouraged or from giving attention to my children then become angry at the chaos that follows from that distraction? I should reject these illusions early, before I have allowed them to steal away my energy and focus on the tasks I am called to do. Perhaps all my other problems will be addressed if I keep myself on track with this meditation–always remembering what I will end up like, as well as those around me. Perhaps these images of decay and bodily corruption will reveal the emptiness of my temptations and will allow me to dismiss them more easily. How can I continue to stress about the furniture layout of my living room or about finding the best apartment if I know I might be carried out of it, never to see it again? Or about my clothes, knowing they will be given away or donated after my death? Truly, the anxieties of this world disappear at the knowledge that they are not permanent, but because of my weakness and shallow-mindedness, I quickly forget this truth and return to the same anxieties.

  My God, help me to never forget the truth of my short life. Keep my death in mind so I can keep my focus on what truly matters–Your perfect will and adorable commands. Help me be, instead, like David and pray:

  “Lord, let me know my end, the number of my days,

  that I may learn how frail I am.” (Psalm 39:5, USCCB)

  2026.04.01

• Meditating on Death Leads to Detachment

  From St. Alphonsus’ Preparation for Death.

  Consideration 1: Description of one who has Departed this Life.

  First Point: “Dust thou art, and unto dust thou shalt return” (Genesis 3:19)

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  My goal is to be as ready as I can be for judgement at the day of my death, but I cannot do this without first becoming detached from the goods of this world. I must feel indifferent about losing them or at least be willing to give them up, if I am ever required to–including my own family. If I feel entitled to love, peace, comfort, acceptance, pleasure, bodily health, and so on, then I will become irritated if I lose them or if they are threatened. I desire to never be inflamed with anger towards another person or to put myself in a place of temptation because of my own attachments to earthly things–things which can be taken away at any moment.

  19“Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and decay destroy, and thieves break in and steal.^j

  20 But store up treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor decay destroys, nor thieves break in and steal.

  21 For where your treasure is, there also will your heart be. (Matthew 6:19-21, USCCB)

  To start becoming detached from these earthly goods, I can keep in mind where my final destination is–my death. I can see how these small, innocent pleasures will be taken away from me once my soul leaves my body. They will provide me no help at the moment of my death. The only thing that will comfort me is the knowledge that Christ died for my sins and that He has merited salvation for me. I want to be mindful of this truth at all times, so I know where my focus should always be.

  What am I to do, then? How will my life change practically from this desire?

  First, I will embrace every little opportunity of pain and discomfort. Coffee spilled on the rug? I accept it. A little bit stuffy in the car and I can’t take off my sweater? I accept it. My toddler screams so loud I have a ringing in my ear? I accept it. How can I ever be purged from my venial sins and vices, as the saints have, if I can hardly stand the smallest discomforts? Therefore, I accept them all and refuse to complain.

  Second, if I find myself complaining (whether in word, thought, or action), I will immediately humble myself to God and apologize for rejecting this small opportunity of detachment. I will instead accept the humiliation of my failure as the “substitute” and will resume my efforts to embrace those small pains. If I struggle to embrace them, I can try to picture them as preparation or training for my death and how much I prefer suffering now, while I have the chance, rather than in purgatory.

  Third, I will respond to thoughts of pleasures for goods or temptations of irritation with a thought of my approaching death. I will ask myself “Will this comfort me at all when I am weak, pale, and on the brink of death?”. I will simply move on and resume my focus on whatever task I was meant to be doing, refusing to give more attention or energy to something that will not profit me and will risk my readiness for death.

  Oh my God, I offer you these humble resolutions. I am weak and incapable of offering any great sacrifice to you. I don’t know how to mortify myself prudently like the saints did, but I can, at least, accept the smallest sacrifices you send my way. Help me to persevere and to prepare myself for the day of my death that you picked out for me. Please have patience with me and allow me to live long enough until I am sufficiently prepared to meet you. I cannot do this alone, so I ask for your help. Thank you for this meditation, for the time you have given me so far, and for the opportunity to amend my life. Amen.

  2026.03.31